the absolute loves of my life, thank you for being with me through it all. ♡
aris
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100 days
hello arith!! i'm writing this on a whim so if none of it makes sense then you know why! god these past 100 days.. they've been so eventful yet peaceful idk it's Weird. meeting you has been a really high point in my life. talking to you is truly something i look forward too which makes time zones suck 100000% more than they already did bc it makes it hard for us to talk :^( everytime i'm feeling really down or paranoid or insecure or anything, you always send me heartfelt messages and i can tell you're trying your best to help me and make me feel better. i never show it but it really does help and i'm so thankful for you because of it. i'm always gonna say how much i don't deserve you because i really Don't. not only is it 100 for us but 100 for the aris cult! you and sol made your guys' ways into my heart so quickly and i'm amazed. you guys are two of my absolute favorite people and i would do so many things for you two to be happy ALWAYS. and you two being together has been one of the biggest highlights of our friendship like i just uwu so much because of it. i'm always thankful for the factors that put us 3 together: sol changing her dn to aris, my fat fingers tapping on the likes to izzy's tweet, encouraging sol to dm you and then sol Actually doing it and it's just wild and i'm thankful for all of it. continue being amazing aris (and sol) i love you both so hecking much and i look forward to the future days i get to spend with you both!!!
jayden
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solaris
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100 days
hello soluwu my mind is blanking right now and i don't know what to say but let's take it as,, there aren't good enough words to describe what you mean to me, but i sure as hell will try. the past one hundred days have been pretty tough for me in my own personal life and you've seen me at my worst and at my best through it all. i'm almost always in a good mood when talking to you because your humor, philosophy, and endless typos brighten up my day. i look forward to talking to you the second i wake up (which can be tough sometimes because i'm 3 hours ahead of you). i say almost because there have been times when you've seen me in a down mood. and even if it seemed like i wasn't feeling any better, i definitely was, i'm just bad at showing it. your quirky and funny personality will always be a favorite of mine, you're truly one of my favorite people. thank you for the past one hundred days, i look forward to the next one hundred more.
brianna
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doil nation
lene
ran
nali
ria
eshal
dahn
léna
cam
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anna
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365 days, 12 months, 1 year
anna banana guess what day it is! it's so mind-blowing to me to think about the fact that you've been in my life for an entire year now. it's not much, there are plenty of longer friendships, but it's still so wild y'know? you've done so much for me these past 365, whether you know/believe it or not. you've helped me improve as a person overall and i'm so thankful for that. most people don't know how to handle a grieving person or are too scared to because of how fragile that person could be. but you stayed by my side during the most painful day of my life and all of the months following. since that day, you've meant literally the world to me. we had a downfall in march and it was so hard. i don't want to focus on that though because we're past it and we're doing better and i'm so grateful that everything has gotten better. you yourself have been feeling down for the past couple of weeks and it hurts me so much to witness. as a close friend, i want nothing but happiness for you. i always think about how much i wish i could be there for you physically, to be a shoulder to cry on and a person to confide in. but unfortunately that is not possible at this moment so i can promise that i will do the best i can to be there for you in your times of hurting. i know i've been super inactive in our conversations recently and so much guilt comes with it on my side but i believe that i'm beginning to feel better and look forward to all of our future bants. overall, you've taught me so many things. you were the first person i really ever felt like i could trust, and i mean that. you taught me how to trust others and to accept the love and support from others, something i was unable to do when we first met. you've taught me how to be a better friend and a better individual. i look back on how i used to be before i met you and honestly? i can't stand that person. our downfall played a major part in that and you really opened my eyes to recognizing how my actions and words might affect others. i could really go on and on about all the things you've ever done for me but i don't need to be writing a damn novel lol. i love you so so SO much anna, believe me and trust me on that. thank you for this past year, seriously. i look forward to the next year i get to spend with you. anna lovebot out!
aera
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apri
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morgan
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rebecca
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365 days, 12 months, 1 year
hello love! i miss you, first of all. i know i don't make much of an effort to talk to you, at least not nearly as much as i would like myself to, and i just wanna apologize for it?? because i say i do love and cherish you but when i don't make an effort to talk to you, it makes it seem like i don't really love you that much. but i do, i really do. i'm always going to appreciate you and how much you've done for me. i miss the days when we would talk daily, which i've mentioned before because it's SO true. i'm super anxiety ridden and super awkward, i think you can relate lmao, but it keeps me from talking to people? even if i really want to talk to them? and it's not excuse but.. i hope you can maybe see why? idk, i'm using so many question marks, this is a mess. onto the mushy gushy stuff: you have been there for me A LOT, more than you may think. when you first met me, i was extremely broken and just shaken up. my dad had just died a little under a month prior and my anxiety and paranoia was much stronger during that time. you would know more than anyone considering the long talks we would have where i would express my paranoia and you would try ro reassure me that everything was okay. thank you so so SO much for that, even if i still feel bad about pushing it on you. you were there for me in march? april? idk but when i was having that downfall with another friend. you were always there to listen to me vent my frustration and sadness over the issue and would try to help and support me as much as possible. i really needed it and you provided. you really deserve so much, more than i could give. i'm happy this boy wants to treat you well because it's what you deserve. i hope the future treats you well, best of luck, ALL the love!! i love you so much MWAH